Journal Entry: Fri Dec 9, 2011, 6:04 AM
Its been 2 years, and I still hear you call my name.
When I feel down and all alone, I feel the warmth of
your presence and it comforts my heart.
Your friendship brought love to my life, something I
have never been able to find myself,
Was I so selfish to think that I was able to enrich your
life while you were here, and now realize even 2 years
after your death that my life had been touched by your
love and friendship that words can not explain.
I remain confused and my mind clouded how you could
love life so much but continually be haunted and
unhappy with thoughts of leaving us all.
We may never know.
The purpose of your life with us is still unclear, and I
believe your work is not done.
My life has been changed forever, and death I do not
fear, as hard as I may try, life here with out you just is
not the same. And to you, my friend I will say, I look
forward to that day when I will see you on the other side.
I miss you a lot and will always love you my friend,
Listening to: A waterfall
Reading: DA journals
Watching: My dogs play
Playing: lifes daily game
Eating: quick instant oats
Drinking: SOABE vitamin water