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SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 9, 2011, 6:04 AM
Its been 2 years, and I still hear you call my name.

When I feel down and all alone, I feel the warmth of
your presence and it comforts my heart.

Your friendship brought love to my life, something I
have never been able to find myself,

Was I so selfish to think that I was able to enrich your
life while you were here, and now realize even 2 years
after your death that my life had been touched by your
love and friendship that words can not explain.

I remain confused and my mind clouded how you could
love life so much but continually be haunted and
unhappy with thoughts of leaving us all.

We may never know.

The purpose of your life with us is still unclear, and I
believe your work is not done.

My life has been changed forever, and death I do not
fear, as hard as I may try, life here with out you just is
not the same. And to you, my friend I will say, I look
forward to that day when I will see you on the other side.

I miss you a lot and will always love you my friend,

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: A waterfall
  • Reading: DA journals
  • Watching: My dogs play
  • Playing: lifes daily game
  • Eating: quick instant oats
  • Drinking: SOABE vitamin water
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:icondeathboi:
:hug: love and lose its something that will never leave you and it is something that you will always feel is missing no matter if you find a person that seems to do the same for you in life its never what it was ..... I am sorry my friend that you lost a loved one but i am happy you had them in your life for how ever long or short they did something good for you and that was something that touched your heart :) and not fearing death should be a good thing :P
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:iconjaylayson:
Wow. I feel the pain.
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:iconmidnights0lace:
~midnights0lace Dec 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
"Without you the ground thaws,
the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you the seeds root,
the flowers bloom, the children play.
The stars gleam, the poets dream,
the eagles fly without you.
The earth turns, the sun burns,
but I die without you."

It still astounds me how much one life can be so impacted even though nothing else in the world seems to change. We never truly get over that kind of loss, but the hope is that we can do something with our own lives to honor the lost lives who shaped us into who we are.
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:iconimcb-art:
I feel your pain, Mike...
there will be no words, no poem to soften it...
a prayer for the lost ones in my language:
K'neekaunissinaun, zunugut ae-nummook; brother, this road is difficult.
Neewing ondanimut; from four directions blow the winds,
Neewing inaunimu; to four directions blows the winds;
W'dah aungishkaukawaein; your footprints will fade;
Tchi manaudjimikooyaun, n'd'daupinumoon; I'm honored to have received your gift,
W'naugozih tibishko anung; like a star within my vision,
W'naussuh waendaugozih tibishko anung; like a star beyond my grasp, my love;
K'gah abi naunin, bezhig giizhig; I will come for you, one day.
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:iconmoneshine:
beautiful ! look into me and you find the same thoughts...thank you !
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:iconpassion4photos:
Touching and beautiful, missed you my friend. :hug:
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:icontriciastucenski:
*TriciaStucenski Dec 9, 2011  Professional Photographer
A beuatiful journal, it touched my heart. It takes time and understanding to move forward, but glad to see you on the right path. Take care and your many friends here on DA are always thinking of you.
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:icondawoud:
beautifully put..such a loss is not easy to handle..it takes time and understanding and it looks as if you are on the path to understanding..a heavy heart weighs more than anything else in this world!..take care!
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~MagicianMaxx Dec 9, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
This journal entry impressed me deeply....
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